Singing for no one

Its been two years when I wrote my first teeny-poppy song which is until now doesn't have a title. That was my first material I recorded using Audacity, its a pretty cool software, multitrack recording, altering songs and backmasking. On what I remember, it was midnight when I recorded the song. When I started to press the record button, I immediately strum, C Major, I put a beat using Cajon and sang the song. Something's missing so I put some back up vox and *poof!* my first recorded song. It was awsome that in that night I used to be a composer, the artist, and the arranger and the producer (haha!). But that is only the B Side of the story. After that single song, I send the material to Jake, my friend, and asked what do he thinks about it. I really dont remember what he said but I think he was amazed. He was too amazed that he setup his bass guitar, putting bass lines in it. He even promoted it and I was embarrased, maybe it's just I'm not yet ready to share it. He named the song Tagalog which I really dislikes, but I used to. Sadly, I don't have a copy of it anymore, a sentimental and priceless song for me. Jake uploaded it at Imeem and put it on his Multiply account, he really wants to promote the song. :D

That song follows my crappy english material (which I later revised) and the must-to-be psychedelic inspired song titled Wonderful were the only songs I shared. But I must to admit, I have plenty of them, though some of them were forgotten.Cause I don't read or write notes, but I'm willing to learn, and it is hard for me to remember the songs mumbling in my head. The only thing I would remember them is to be LSS with it. The other way to remember them is to record it. But I wish I can write it.

I'm not really hoping that my songs would be heard by the whole archipelago, I just want to enjoy myself making music, it's like I'm expressing myself through music and can't live without it, cause music is life. Don't really care if I rock or not, if you like it get it, if you don't leave it. But if opportunity comes, no hesitation, I'll grab it. I just need a band member =P

Time will come my friend
That all the things you have will walk away
And those things you said
Will be forever lasted whether good or evil

And so my friend
Come closer to me and
Wake up and you'll see
You are dreaming, you are floating

You started to scream so loud
Drunk from morning till night
Wearing a shirt that made you proud
Expect that the world would be bright